Yikes.

So...probably shouldn't have got back into the blog world. As I never even use mine.

But I figure I'd update this for the -maybe- two people who read it.

I've pretty much got things figured out these days. I just feel like there are so many self improvements I need to make that it overwhelms me. I know what I need to do and it's hard to motivate myself each day to keep at it. But I'm trying. And that's all I can really ask at this point. I just feel burnt out, I need summer, and then I'll be me again. Me and summer are like my brain and coffee....we just need each other. Plain and simple.

On the plus side, Jordan and I have taken up some dance classes which are surprisingly amazing. We're taking a mixture of stuff - waltz, fox-trot, rumba, tango, salsa, etc. And we're actually picking it up really fast and having a blast doing it. It's a nice way to de-stress during a busy time of year and gives us something new to try. It's expensive but we've got a beginner package which is suppper cheap in comparison so we'll finish this at least and go from there and see how it goes. who knows, maybe i'll be a star some day? Haha. I wouldn't mind dancing with Antonio Banderas in Take The Lead. Damn. Watch that movie ladies, it's delightful.

That's about all for now, spring is on the way and then off to Mexico to work and see the other side of life. It's going to be hard, and I have a lot of work to do for myself between now and then both emotionally and mentally. But it is what I need.